My brother sent me a message dated Feb 15, 2017 that read "Dad got stomach cancer now." Now mind you I had just had my breakthrough and epiphany of forgiveness about a week prior. He had already battled throat cancer and had no voice due to The tracheotomy and tube in his throat. That meant that I could not hear him share his love with me. I could read his expressions of pride on Facebook but that was it, now this. I couldn't imagine what my siblings who had been with him their whole lives felt because I know I felt my heart flutter when I read that. I had never known stomach cancer to be kind to anyone. It slowly began to sink in that time was running out. Now I had to decide what to do next.